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Ardiri--Sicilian for taking a risk or being consumed by fire.

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Human, All Too Human...

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Human, all too human*.  This has been my constant refrain for the past 6 or so months.  Wish it weren't the case and that I could just be a pre-evolution Cylon; but a Toaster I am not.  As Starbuck would say, "Frak it!"  (I totally geeked out there--all apologies.)

Really though, why does it all have to be such an uphill struggle sometimes?  Why can't we (or--truthfully--I) just tuck away the B.S. from the past and approach new things with soft hearts, willing souls, and ready minds? I know, I know...without the past we learn nothing.  And, thus, I suppose this time of my life is simply an opportunity for me to learn way too much (it certainly feels like that).

Again--Human, all too human.

*Credit to Friedrich Nietzsche for the quote.

Posted by hollyarn on September 05, 2011 at 10:08 PM in Living, Origami of the brain and soul, Philosophy/Philosophers | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

More Randomnalia--All Over the Place!

  • Despite being car-free for a little less than ten years now, my slight-obsession with tiny cars continues.  Submitted as Evidence: Another picture of vintage Mini; this one in the Haight with a parking meter for perspective on size.

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  • The upside of high gas prices?  Shopping locally and supporting small-business owners!
  • **Uh, hello, anybody there Reverend Jesse Jackson???**  Could you possibly be more of an ignoramus?  Really?!  I think not! 

Where the hell was your brain when you said (supposedly off-Mic) that Obama should be castrated? 

Why in the world would a black man suggest that another black man be castrated in light of the fact that black men were often castrated before they were lynched?

Ugh, and so much more that I dare not say here...Let me just say, that the Rev. Jesse Jackson made a fool of himself.

  • In a related vein, I am nearly finished reading Toni Morrison's Beloved and am thinking that perhaps the Rev. Jesse Jackson might do well to (re?)read this novel as it provides a graphic, haunting, and all-together disturbing refresher course on the horrors of slavery.
  • I am tired, oh-so-tired, sleepy-sleepy.  Teaching  English Literature and Language Arts to 33--yes, 33!--6th-8th graders can sometimes feel like taming lions after being dipped in vat of gazelle blood.

    On the other hand, today's sleepiness is a "rewarding tiredness" earned from getting those same kids to be really excited and engaged with what we're learning.

  • The 1975 edition of the Vogue Sewing Book rocks!  So much information!  So concise! Such clear directions!
  • I had lunch last weekend with a friend and her husband at Zazil Coastal Mexican Cuisine in the Nordstrom's shopping center and was pretty disappointed.  The food is so-so, but not worth the price, and the ambiance of the restaurant is more suited to a fast-food environment.  The three of us spent $158 dollars on lunch and dessert (luckily, we had $100 in gift certificates to spend there!).  I'm of the opinion that one should never feel as if they are eating in an upscale-cafeteria-like-environment when you're paying $50+ to eat lunch.  Give me a break!  Puh-lease!
  • My Princeton Review Career Quiz results are:

My INTEREST color is BLUE:  People with blue Interests like job responsibilities and occupations that involve creative, humanistic, thoughtful, and quiet types of activities. Blue Interests include abstracting, theorizing, designing, writing, reflecting, and originating, which often lead to work in editing, teaching, composing, inventing, mediating, clergy, and writing.

My USUAL STYLE is YELLOW:  People with yellow styles perform their job responsibilities in a manner that is orderly and planned to meet a known schedule. They prefer to work where things get done with a minimum of interpretation and unexpected change. People with a yellow style tend to be orderly, cautious, structured, loyal, systematic, solitary, methodical, and organized, and usually thrive in a research-oriented, predictable, established, controlled, measurable, orderly environment.

So shocking!  Not! 

Some of the suggested careers are: philosopher (got that covered with my Bachelors degree) and teacher (been there, doing that), professor (perhaps someday?).  The quiz also suggested I look into working as a Media Planner, Web Editor, Book Publishing Professional--all of which I would find interesting.  I am definietely intrigued by the Media Planner career as I L-O-V-E to critically tear apart advertisements and their often inappropriate placement.  However, I do not see myself becoming an optometrist, a Rabbi or Imam, or an antiques dealer. 

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

Posted by hollyarn on July 10, 2008 at 08:55 PM in Books, Food and Drink, Living, Philosophy/Philosophers, Politics, Randomnalia, Sewing, Undeniable Reality, Worker-Bee | Permalink | Comments (3) | TrackBack (0)

Reading is FUN(damental)

  • Sartreeih_2 Jean-Paul Sartre's Existentialism is a Humanism

(Reading for Masters Thesis)

I am reading this transcript of Sartre's 1945 lecture defending Existentialism from charges made against it by the Christians and the Communists.  The editor, Annie Cohen-Solal, in the introduction decries this book as NOT being a good introduction to Sartre's Existentialism, but I fully disagree with her.  If you've not read much philosophy or have never read any of Sartre's huge, intricate tome Being and Nothingness, Existentialism is a Humanism provides an excellent primer to Sartre's theories.

I am especially appreciating how Sartre conveys Existentialism as a philosophy of optimism rather than pessimism, which one could too easily feel when confronted with the terms "anguish, dread, despair, abandonment, alienation," etc.   He avers that:

"[...R]eality alone counts. Man is nothing but a series of of enterprises, and that he is the sum, organization, and aggregate of the relations that constitute such enterprises.

What matters is the total commitment.  [Existentialism is not ...] a philosophy of quietism,  since it defines a man by his actions, nor can it be called a pessimistic description of man, for no doctrine is more optimistic since it declares that man's destiny lies within himself."
(emphasis added, 38-40)

  • The_life_room_2 The Life Room by Jill Bialosky

(Reading for FUN!)

I picked this one up off the "New Books" bookshelf at the library, intrigued by the cover which features a woman with one green eye and one blue eye (which I'll admit to pulling off last week to save contacts for the job interview.  I had a sample green contact so I wore it alongside my regular, clear contact in one--giving me one blue eye and one green.  That really freaked my students out!).

Turns out that this is a well-written book--compelling, with gorgeous word choice; a reminiscence of a woman's past loves from childhood to adulthood (as I understand it thus far, 100 pages in.)

Some excerpts:

"Her mother invited her best friends [...] They formed their own foursome, a group of women from the neighborhood whose husbands had either abandoned them, or died, or divorced them.  She [Eleanor, the main character] learned from them that you could fill an entire lunch talking about fabrics for your couch or the color to paint your walls. She also learned that it was possible to survive disappointment  if you chose to, or disappointment could put a dam in the middle of your life and you'd never be able to move forward.  She learned that love could last a lifetime or a day, that there were all kinds of possibilities for losing faith or finding it.  She learned that if you did not have faith, if you did not fulfill your dreams, they might hibernate in your head, creating such friction you couldn't lift it from the pillow." (emphasis added, 61)

and:

"Adam explained how a painter seals a canvas with a layer of gesso, that gesso used to be mixed with rabbit-skin glue and that it is used to prime a canvas before a painter begins to paint with oils.  He explained that oil rots fabric, hence the reason for priming it.  That always seemed an interesting irony.  That oil paint, the material a painter uses to create beauty, has the capacity to rot the fabric it is applied to.  As if all beauty is capable of ruin." (emphasis added, 91)

Posted by hollyarn on May 23, 2008 at 01:08 PM in Books, Philosophy/Philosophers, School | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack (0)

Just a bit of retail therapy and a shot or two of randomnalia.

Things I love:

  • Lucky Brand Sweet Dream Jeans--ah, indeed, they fit like a dream!  And I frequently get LUCKY and find them hardly worn--perhaps even never worn since they certainly look that way-- at Buffalo Exchange for $28 bucks--wahoozicool!
  • Prescriptives Classic Red Cream Liptstick--I feel like such the 1950's glamourous movie star when I wear it.  Hot, baby, hot!  I just found this color yesterday and will try to get a pic soon to share, as we all know how hard it is to find a good red lipstick that doesn't make one look like a clown!  ETA:  OK, here's a pic where I have licked off a good majority of the lipstick, but you can get an idea of what the color looks like:

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  • Guerlain Maxi-Lash Mascara--very pricey, but damn it rocks (and if you calculate its daily usage over 6 months, it turns out to be only 15 cents a day!  Aren't I such a good rationalizer?)
  • Public Libraries!!!--Thank you Benjamin Franklin!  Benjamin Franklin I love thee, for you created the library!
  • The following excerpts that explain the philosophy(ies) of Existentialism by George Cotkin in Existential America:

"[...] existentialism begins with Sartre's maxim that men and women everywhere are 'condemned to be free,' forced to confront the dilemma of existence, to infinitude in the face of limits.  To be existential is to have those dark nights of the soul when the loneliness of existence becomes transparent and the structure of our confidence lies shattered around us.  To be existential is to encounter those moments when vainglorious systems of logic totter and polite evocations of Sunday preachers fail to touch the core of being.  To be existential is to wrestle with most fully with the jagged awareness of one's own finitude, with the thunderbolt fact that I will die and my death will be my own, experienced by no one else.  At such moments, the abstract is rendered concrete.  As novelist, Carson McCullers put it, 'Death is always the same, but each man dies in his own way.'  To be existential is to recognize, in the face of all these somber truths clutched close to our own sense of being, that we must act.  Despite the dread and anguish that accompany the shocking recognition of our freedom, that threaten to stall us in our tracks, we must take responsibility for our lives; we must create the world anew.  To be existential is, ultimately, to join with Camus's Sisyphus in a tragic acceptance of the limitations of existence while exulting in each affirmative breath of life, in each push of the stone up the mountain.

[and that there is an...] upside to existential freedom: the freeing from the shackles of tradition, the possibility of a more authentic existence, and the headiness that comes with the freedom to create and to be creative."
(emphasis added, pp. 3 & 6)

Posted by hollyarn on May 13, 2008 at 04:12 PM in Books, Philosophy/Philosophers, Randomnalia, Retail Therapy | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack (0)

Let's all have an existential crisis, or two!

"In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer."-Albert Camus

Yep, that's what I keep telling myself.

Posted by hollyarn on May 03, 2008 at 03:21 PM in Philosophy/Philosophers, Randomnalia | Permalink | Comments (3) | TrackBack (0)

Pleasure...

"Illusion is the first of all pleasures."--Voltaire

Posted by hollyarn on April 22, 2008 at 05:58 PM in Non-Quotidian Quote, Philosophy/Philosophers | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

Fiber is Good for You...

I participated in the Wee Tiny Sock Swap and received this cutie from Eileen of the blog Running Knitter.  I pinned it up with two of my favorite bookmarks--the one with Plato's "quote" is from the Santa Cruz independent bookstore The Literary Guillotine where I bought the majority of my books for my philosophy classes at UC Santa Cruz; and the other was made by one of my favorite third grade students (Oh my, I have favorites!  Who could've imagined?!).
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The same week, I also received an unexpected package from my friend B. who is now in Portland (and I miss her dearly!).  She knitted me a gorgeous earwarmer (which I am using as a neckwarmer); included some chocolate; organic, fair-trade Earl Grey tea (my fave); Burt's Bees Hand Salve (much needed); and some small things.  Thank you, B., you're too sweet!
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Having filled up my frequent customer card at Imagiknit, I bought some more Addi Turbo circular needles (size 0 as I tend to knit loosely; 16 and 24 inches) and indulged myself with some Misti Alpaca sock yarn, which I am using to make an airy cowl.  Speaking of cowls, you should get yourself straightaway over to Fricknits to check out all the lovely cowls Julia  made!  While you're there, you should definitely donate $10 for her Ravelraiser which has some seriously amazing prizes.
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(Misti Alpaca Hand Paint Sock Yarn Fingering, Color 08)

Posted by hollyarn on April 11, 2008 at 12:43 AM in Books, Knitting Swaps, Philosophy/Philosophers | Permalink | Comments (2) | TrackBack (0)

Music, Life, & Truth (Alan Watts animated)

Posted by hollyarn on April 03, 2008 at 11:18 PM in Living, Philosophy/Philosophers | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

Go ahead...

 

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You could mosey on over to "The Flaneur-The Arcades Project-The Rhetoric of Hypertext" to read a bit about zie flaneur.  You might enjoy yourself.  Or not.

Or you could just grab yourself a copy of Walter Benjamin's behemoth The Arcades Project.

Better yet, just read The Work of Art in the Age of Mechanical Reproduction.  Now there is beauty.  And a piece of art with it's own actual aura.

Posted by hollyarn on November 02, 2007 at 03:19 AM in Living, Philosophy/Philosophers, So San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack (0)

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Interesting!

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